Failure

At the start
You have your options
Which have been given to you by God Himself
Some things you choose will be successful
and others not so much
We strive to succeed
So much energy and heart put forth
Just to fall flat on your face
We all do it at one point in our lives
It can make us lose hope
Not only in ourselves but in the whole world
Even though it may hurt we still try again
Why?
Is it because we still have a slight glimmer of hope?
Is it simply for self gratitude?
Or maybe it is just the way God has wired us?
No matter how hard we fall
Or how many times
We still have one thing that is not driven by hope
It is instead a cold hard fact
God will always LOVE us and will be there for us
So no matter how far you have fallen there is always a way back to the top
GOD.

People can really get under your skin sometimes. It seems to me that your friends and how you feel about them go through a kind of vicious circle. You will live hanging out with them for a decently long time and then something happens and you can't stand them. You don't want to be around them and you find yourself wishing they were more like you. But isn't that why you are "friends" with them? Because we find friends that are similar to yourself? Even though you might think they are your friend(s) they still can disappoint you. I have a friend and we have known each other for almost 10 years now. Recently he started dating and he is one of those people that becomes a totally different person when he is in a relationship. I don't understand how that happens. If there is a person who is or could be your significant other then wouldn't you want them to know the true you if you really wanted the relationship to last? Two faced people need to get over themselves. They are no better than the rest of us. It just shows you that you don't always know really what kind of a person they are. It took me 10 years to realize this.